I love how when I make a conscious effort to actually update, as soon as I click the button to update everything I was going to say just leaves my mind. Go freakin' figure. Oh well, here goes anyway!!

Firstly, I've been ri-cock-ulously busy. Lykewhoa! I've pretty much only been allowing myself to make time for a select few friends, even with my work schedule slowing down a bit. I finally came to my senses with the fact I'm taking a bunch of high-level english courses that I simple need more time to focus on my classes, so I dropped two days of work. Tuesday and Wednesday. Which gives me a kind of wonky schedule for the week, but so far I'm finding it to be so worth it.

I'm currently rockin' in all my classes, except for developmental psychology. Which I'm still passing, but not to the degree I'd like to be. It'd help if I actually had time to study that class, but I find that since it's not required it's the lowest on my totem pole of workload. My english and education courses are taking the most priority, and my mythology class, but that's mainly due to the fact it's closely corrolates with everything we're going over in all of my english courses.

My art has dwindled down to practically nothing, I can't even remember the last time I drew something just because. Which kind of sucks and makes me quite sad. I just don't have the time, I've been attempting to read bits and pieces of books for fun, but it's going terribly considering I'm reading a shakespeare play a week, and approximately 180 pages from textbooks a week. So, my ambition to read anything is being stolen away. Sad. If all goes well I'll get some ambition and actually finish coloring the art trade I finished the lineart for. I've just been so damn busy with life, go figure.

Went home to see the family for the weekend, which was nice. Actually did some work while I was there, which never happens. I'm pretty much done with the workload for my online class just from the weekend of being home. I want to steal my mom's new car. It's a rav 4 and drives freaking amazing. I'll be stealing it often whenever I'm home. Synced my brother's zune to mine so we both have new music, heck yes. New Green Day and Eminem cds ftw! I spent like thirty bucks on random makeup, which is so unlike me. I haven't bought new makeup just because since I was like twelve.

Now I'm stalling, waiting for the apartment-mates to finish their work due tomorrow so we can watch an awesome movie about drugs, mobs, and death. Woo. Eastern Promises.

Oh, and why not share my pathetic, pretty much nonexistent love life? So, I like a guy, who likes me, but for whatever reason isn't available, whatev. Woo. Go me and my life. However, this is nothing new so it doesn't really surprise me, and I was expecting such. Give me another week or so and I'll be back to liking no one in a romantic-esque relationship again. I'm good at bouncing back. That's one thing I have going for me.

This is pretty much my life.

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Cause I'm bored. Enjoy info about me you don't care to know.


Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
They are lovely at times, especially if I'm having a 'meh' morning.

Why did you stop liking the person you liked last?
...The person I liked last. That would have been... ah, oh because in all honesty it was a 'friend-crush' as I've been informed they are referred to as. That's when you meet someone and it feels like you like them, but you later discover that in all actually you just really love their personality to death, but aren't really attracted to them. That's what that was, I just didn't realize it right away. Cause I still love him to death, but I'm definitely not in love with him.

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am and you have a way to their house, would you go?
No. I haven't talked to him in ages, plus it's not like we were really friends. So, he wouldn't call me, haha.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Midnight... umm, that would be taking mythology notes for class. Yay online class.

How many states have you been to?
like 16.

How many siblings do you have?
One that's blood, but then I have an older cousin who takes the position more seriously. He's like my older, protective, helpful brother. Plus, there are the guy friends I have who are more like brothers to me than mere friends.

Whats the closest thing to you thats black?
Ra, my godly desktop computer.

Do you have a hair tie on your wrist?
Always.

Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
Lindzey and I get called each other's name frequently.

Can you sleep in jeans?
Yes, it's not like it's difficult.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
It's been a while.

Who's the first person in your contacts that starts with an 'E'?
Eli.

Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
No.

Would you ever consider having a relationship with your best friend of the opposite sex?
Been there, done that.

Are you cheating on someone right now?
You would need a boyfriend to cheat, so no.

music lyric you relate most to right now?
I am the man who will fight for your honor,
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of.
Gonna live forever, knowing together,
that we did it all for the glory of love.


Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No.

It's 3 in the morning, your phone rings? Who could that be?
Any number of people who drunk dialed me, or needs me?

If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Well, I wouldn't take death.

What was the last kind of candy you ate?
a fun-sized mounds.

How many toes do you have?
Stupid Question.

What do you currently hear?
Power to the Peaceful - Anti-Flag

Last thing you received in the mail?
Big Bang Theory Season 2?

Do you laugh at the wrong times?
Yeah, at times. Whoops.

Are you a "miss independent?"
I can take care of myself. If that's what you're asking.

If the last person you dated said they were in love with you, what would you do?
Well, it'd be pointless, I want to move forward not back. Besides it wouldn't work out. We're friends, and that works for us.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Not really. I'm pretty much just goin' with the flow.

Does anyone love you?
My family and friends.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
It can be. Though, actually using my name I find to be much more sweet.

What do you do when you're having a bad day?
Depends on what kind of bad day.

Who was the last person to cuddle with you?
A friend from work.

Where did your last hug take place?
Against the wall in our hallway. I jump-tackle-raped kelsey, as I have just dubbed that kind of hug. It was more like I lunged at her and then she fell down.

Have you ever sang a song for a significant other?
No.

Have a significant other ever sung you a song?
Yeah, when they've been messin' around on the phone.

Do you like/love anyone?
I kinda like someone, but it's to no avail.

Favorite people to chill with?
Awesome people, like my friends and family.

Have you ever felt like you're erased from a group?
It happens with human growth.

What would you do if a smart better looking boy/girl likes your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Well, it's happened plenty of times and each time I've been ditched for said better girl.

What happens if one of your best friends like you?
Well, I love them as my friends.

What does it take to win your heart?
-Being nice/sweet. In other words gentlemanly.
-Has to have some kind of intelligence. Such as some kind of conversation and communication must be able to take place, or it's a no-go.
-Has to be funny, but capable of being serious. Sense of humor, ftw.
-Has to feel the same about me that I feel about him.
-Has to be ambitious to a certain degree.

Sweet or funny bf/gf?
Both would be nice.

Honestly, could you use a hug right now?
I wouldn't mind a hug to be honest.

Honestly, does your father approve of you dating?
Well, he knows there's not much he can do, and he's okay with it. He just doesn't want me to end up with a jerk. Because easily if I do end up with a jerk, chances are if my dad doesn't kill him first... one of my uncles will and that's if kip doesn't get to him first. The men in my family love me, not to mention my guy friends would probably be there, too.

Honestly, has any one ever seen you in your underwear?
Do friends count? We're all living together, it happens we change into pjs in front of each other.

Honestly, have you ever had a near death experience?
Yeah.

Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now?
Grey.

Honestly, what's on your mind?
The color grey, because I just typed the word, 'grey'.

Honestly, when did you last cry?
Id even k.

Honestly, have you watched A Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla?
Nope.

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
There's a couple people I'd be thrilled to see.

Honestly, what do you want right now?
Mmmm, good question. If only I actually knew.

Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
Yeah.

Honestly, do you miss anyone?
Yeah, quite a few.

Honestly, what is bugging you right now?
Nothin' really.

Honestly, whats something you wish you could understand better?
Hmmmm, I have a decent understanding of most things.

Honestly, do you think that you're a good person?
I'd like to think so.

Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight?
It's lust. So, that would be a negatory.

Honestly, do you hate the last person you were talking to?
I definitely don't hate Kelsey.

Honestly, who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom.

Honestly, are you honest with people?
Yes.

Are you playing hard to get right now?
No.

Are you proud of the person you've become?
As of right now? Yes. Hopefully I continue to better myself.

What's the longest amount of time you've been on an airplane?
six hours maybe?

What are you doing besides this survey?
Listening to music.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Kelsey, today.

In the past week have you felt sad?
Not particularly.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
I get a warm fuzzy feeling. That's just like, "Awe, how sweet."

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Oh goodness... when do I not want to punch someone in their face?

Are you afraid of death/dying?
No, but I find if I think about deep things like eternity/ afterlife right upon waking up in the morning I have an anxiety attack. And I don't know why that is, because it's only when I first wake up and I have that hazy memory thing and you aren't really sure what's going on.

How many people do you know with your name?
It's in the twenties that I know personally. It was a top most popular name when I was born.

Do you prefer Hot or cold weather?
I prefer in the middle.

Did someone make you mad today?
No, not yet. I suppose it could still happen.